A beautifully written and evocative memoir of pain and redemption, of hurt and healing, from an actress whose private life and personal choices have made her a household name. "My life is a life movies are made of," wrote Anne Heche in the proposal for her memoir. Yet what is truly surprising about Heche is that the most publicized event of her past -- her romance with Ellen DeGeneres -- is only one development in a fascinating and difficult life that has included more than its share of heartache and tragedy. Heche's memoir reveals the woman behind the headlines, one who has conquered overwhelming odds. Far from a celebrity memoir, this is an empowering and thought-provoking book guaranteed to surprise and inspire.

"I have a boyfriend now whose name is Coleman. He is the most loving and giving and special person I have ever met. He has taught me what it is like to be in a loving relationship that is of this earth. He has allowed me to embrace all of my past and see myself as a human being who survived a life that was hard and did it the only way I knew how. I didn't do it perfectly. I made a lot of mistakes. I hurt a lot of people. There were moments writting this book when I was so ashamed of the things I had done that I didn't think I could continue. If it weren't for his encouragement and constant support, I would not have been able to. I wish a Coley for everyone when they leave their shit and shame behind. But there's only one of him, so you'll have to find your own"